After all this noise. You are still a Go(o)d girl. A God Girl in his image conformed day to day.
It's important as you grow older to free yourself from the world and its approval. The Legendary Lecrae once said "If you live for their acceptance. You'll die from that rejection".
There is no shame. You are allowed to be a work in progress (make mistakes) and a Masterpiece simultaneously. Live freely. They cannot shame the shameless. There is therefore now NO condemnation

Meanwhile make this romantic get small hope now. Hah! When Jesus is our hope